The Ready Writer

Forgive me, anybody whose been keeping up. I keep letting this blog go. I'm self assured that Cash is just going to have to remind me to update. But yes, I'm rather ashamed of how I haven't updated. I'm ...living. Not a good excuse yet the perfect excuse LoL. You can't blog if you don't live.

But eh, trying to get this motherhood thing down. Still struggling but I see that I don't need to stress like I used to. I believe that my desire to even be a good mother is something. Most women don't seem to have it from the stories I hear. But I'll pray for them. Not my place to judge anybody because from what I've experienced as of late? Motherhood is...war LOL. It has its rewards for the war heros though. :-)

But in other news, Cash is readying My Joy for release. I've seen the book cover and it's wonderful. Almost bought me to tears actually. I can't wait to buy it and such. AND, Cash has informed me that she wants me to ready a story for release for myself. I am...flabbergasted although I knew this was coming along already. I'm just...kind of nervous I guess. I'm knowing that the first story I put out needs to be something good. It has to appeal to older and younger alike. And I'm always being prompted to make sure Jesus is somewhere in the story. Most probably the main focus.

I might have my original story that I started since I'd been 13 years old. The only thing is that I want to revamp my characters. I don't want them to be just a group of ghetto teenagers living in the Bedford-Stuyvesant neighborhood of Brooklyn. I want something real. I want something deep. I want something life changing.

But meh, we'll see how that goes. :)

For my own life though, I want...quite a bit of stuff. I want to do things I haven't done before. I want a wonderful year. I know it's quite early to want things but *shrugs* this year is almost gone. I haven't done much of anything. I want more than what I'm settling with.

Heck, I even want this blog to be more than just my life and crap. There's more to life than just me. I guess I just want more period. *goes to changing the title of this post* LoL.

But, I'm sure I'll be able to go after what I'd like. Besides, Phillipians 4:13 tells me I can do all things through Christ. So, I'm going to keep this in mind and written within my heart. (That's another verse in Proverbs. That's something else I need to do better too. I need to get back on that.)

I guess I'll make this PSA (Private Service Announcement) to myself later on in the form of a letter. There's crap I want done next year and I'm going to do it. But yeah, I'll stop my rambling on. I have writing to get done. So, until later loves. :)

Oh yeah, Happy Thanksgiving to everybody! I hope yours was blessed :D Okay, now I'm gone.

As of yesterday, it's been six months since I've last added anything to this blog! I'm so ashamed! I knew I let it go but dang! But *sigh*, I suppose I'll catch you up on my happenings.

Well, my kids have gotten older. My oldest is now three and my younger is now one. I watch time go by and I'm amazed because it still feels like just yesterday I held them in my arms and marveled at their beauty.  God has really blessed me for real by putting these two babies in my life. It's just wonderful. I'm
hoping to become a better mother everyday for them. I hope I build long lasting relationships with my daughters. That is with God's help. I love them dearly and I'm pushing to be better everyday for them. I was the worst in the beginning but I'm trying to keep it together.

I would type on and on about the crap going on behind the scenes but too much good is going on right now. I'm about to restart school, and Dynamic Image is about to turn four this coming July! (Boy, I hope that's right or else Cash deserves to fire me LoL) But yeah, it's about time I start finishing my story for Birds in the Rain. This book was supposed to be released some time ago and I'm holding up progress. And, it's about time I start editing my first book! I'm slightly nervous and everything. I feel like I'll need to edit the book so I don't embarrass my family. My mother pointed out that my grandfather could pick it up but I don't know...ah, something to think about I suppose.

On a random note, am I the only one who has a love-hate relationship with Disney channel where it's more hate than love? Either way, my sister's watching it in the background currently and I'm tired of hearing it altogether. I would talk more but I think I've run out of stuff to say. I'm amped for the birthday coming up and all the new changes. I think I'll try to write some more awhile and update my story. I'd like to finish some sort of plot development or thought. If my child goes to bed, even more so awesome. (Don't judge me. LoL) But yeah, much love y'all. Until later.

So, I got really inspired after praying earlier and write another six sentence. This one pretty much speaks for itself. Enjoy y'all. :)


You are like a baby born to a mother. She holds them to her breast and loves them. She watches them grow and make mistakes and stray. Yet in the end she’s still there,
I hope you liked it. I love it. *does happy dance*

My friend showed me the concept of a creative writing class assignment she did and I decided to take a stab at it. It's pretty much inspired by somebody I know. I figured, why the heck not? So, I'm gonna share.

Hey all. First off, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Now that's out the way. So much to do so much to do! Kids need this. I need that. I need to have two works in before Cash kills me. (Let me stop being melodramatic. Cash is the best boss in the whole wide world.) But yeah, so much so much to do.

I have to actually distance myself away from this computer for awhile though. I have so much to do that it's crazy. I'm not going to list them all though. My fingers hurt. LoL.

I'm really excited about life right now, out of the clear blue. I have no idea what this new year is going to be like but I keep getting the feeling it's going to be a whirlwind (in a positive way). I'm babbling on and on but eh, it's my blog.

But yeah, I need to get myself right and do a vlog for Dynamic Image. I wanted to wait until I got Ava's Story but time or money doesn't allow me that pleasure. I need to start prepping my story for whenever Cash is ready to actually publish me. I need to pick a story. Boy, I just finished saying I wasn't going down the list. This is what happens when I'm sleep deprived. I meant to update earlier to Blogger had me in quite a mess with making the layout pretty. But yeah. I promise to make a better entry when I'm back in a month's time. For now, I'm so damn tired it's sickening. I'm getting a past midnight snack and hitting the sack. Much love y'all!

So, it's been awhile once again. I think Cash should remind me to update my blog every once in awhile. I noticed she updates her more frequently and I should be doing the same. But anyway, let me update anyone who could be reading. (LoL)

I finished the summer off by traveling down south on a multi-city vacation from Virginia to North Carolina. You'd think by that sound of that I had loads of fun. You can say I did but it didn't come without its nonsense either. It seems family stresses you out in a way only family can. But, I digress.

I'm seeing I have to concentrate better on my children. I keep saying that and yah yah but I know for sure I will only make progress when I tear myself away from this computer. I have to be honest. It's almost like a drug to me in some ways. I'm ashamed to admit it, but the first step is admitting your problem right? Right. So, I told Cash that I'm going to take a hiatus for awhile. I need to find balance in my life so I can do better. I also need to take better care of myself. My friends tell me I don't look too bad but I know I can look better.

I'm going to try to exercise and such. It seems I kind of hurt myself earlier while I did. I'm reading more and more about things that are bad for our health as far as the food we eat. It's blowing me away that people are allowed to put various chemicals in our food and yet nobody's doing anything to do it. People everyday are developing cancer and people have the nerve to say there's no cure or they don't know how to cure it. The first step, it seems to me needs to change our diets. But...that's just food for thought. I'm way off LoL.

But yeah, I think I need to step back for awhile (for real this time!) to get my life together. I'm sure one day I'll get it right.

In other news, I need to get my story right for our book coming out soon. I'd just finished reading the Book of Job (that's right, its in the bible...right before Psalms y'all) and it's amazing! So much so that a story is brewing in my head. I'm hoping that once it's penned down it'll inspire and bless someone's heart. Either way, looking at the time, I need to head to bed. Have quite a day later on. So...until then, have a wonderful day! =)

So, first off, Cash is like breathing on the finish line to getting Ava's story published. It's quite a beautiful thing. I had wondered if I'd ever meet somebody who'd be willing to publish me and I tripped over her almost. God works in mysterious ways.