The Ready Writer

Forgive me, anybody whose been keeping up. I keep letting this blog go. I'm self assured that Cash is just going to have to remind me to update. But yes, I'm rather ashamed of how I haven't updated. I'm ...living. Not a good excuse yet the perfect excuse LoL. You can't blog if you don't live.

But eh, trying to get this motherhood thing down. Still struggling but I see that I don't need to stress like I used to. I believe that my desire to even be a good mother is something. Most women don't seem to have it from the stories I hear. But I'll pray for them. Not my place to judge anybody because from what I've experienced as of late? Motherhood is...war LOL. It has its rewards for the war heros though. :-)

But in other news, Cash is readying My Joy for release. I've seen the book cover and it's wonderful. Almost bought me to tears actually. I can't wait to buy it and such. AND, Cash has informed me that she wants me to ready a story for release for myself. I am...flabbergasted although I knew this was coming along already. I'm just...kind of nervous I guess. I'm knowing that the first story I put out needs to be something good. It has to appeal to older and younger alike. And I'm always being prompted to make sure Jesus is somewhere in the story. Most probably the main focus.

I might have my original story that I started since I'd been 13 years old. The only thing is that I want to revamp my characters. I don't want them to be just a group of ghetto teenagers living in the Bedford-Stuyvesant neighborhood of Brooklyn. I want something real. I want something deep. I want something life changing.

But meh, we'll see how that goes. :)

For my own life though, I want...quite a bit of stuff. I want to do things I haven't done before. I want a wonderful year. I know it's quite early to want things but *shrugs* this year is almost gone. I haven't done much of anything. I want more than what I'm settling with.

Heck, I even want this blog to be more than just my life and crap. There's more to life than just me. I guess I just want more period. *goes to changing the title of this post* LoL.

But, I'm sure I'll be able to go after what I'd like. Besides, Phillipians 4:13 tells me I can do all things through Christ. So, I'm going to keep this in mind and written within my heart. (That's another verse in Proverbs. That's something else I need to do better too. I need to get back on that.)

I guess I'll make this PSA (Private Service Announcement) to myself later on in the form of a letter. There's crap I want done next year and I'm going to do it. But yeah, I'll stop my rambling on. I have writing to get done. So, until later loves. :)

Oh yeah, Happy Thanksgiving to everybody! I hope yours was blessed :D Okay, now I'm gone.